This is so hard!!!

I'm so frustrated!!!! I'm feeling so far and ugly and gross and out of shape. My clothes don't fit and I get so warm so fast and I'm just not healthy!!! I really really need to get myself and Luke on board to make sure that he makes food that is healthy and helps me prep healthy snacks and drinks. I need to figure out how to fit physical activity into my life and still get everything done that I want to get done. I also need to figure out how to eat healthy. This has to happen. I need to not feel so self conscious and hating my body. Maybe it will improve other areas of my life. blah.

feeling stressed and sad.

xoxo
Nikki